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About Me Member Cartoonist Laura VanVliet20/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 8 Months
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Falling Over

Tue Nov 10, 2009, 7:39 PM
  • Mood: Shame
  • Listening to: My friend Kiran's Bollywood music
  • Reading: A short story by my friend, Christina Kern
  • Watching: Law and Order SVU
  • Playing: nothing.
  • Eating: peanut butter sandwich
  • Drinking: Black tea
I can't keep avoiding this anymore.

I'm sorry. I'm really sorry.

When I opened this account, I thought I'd be able to find a focus for my doodling. But since this sophomore year of college started, I haven't committed the time at all. Everything fell apart. I thought I'd continue to produce cartoons. I, I thought I'd even try to submit them to my school's newspaper. But it's become obvious that I'm not good enough. I'm trying to keep up with school and my part-time job. But, I think it proves also I lack commitment. I'm sorry. I became so frustrated by this revelation that I started to avoid DeviantArt completely. But I realized today that I can't run away like that. I still doodle compulsively. And I still value everything that everyone I met here submits and I do mean to catch up with all that I've missed. I have to make it up, even if I can't. I'd just like people to know that I'm not going to roll over and let this die and that I'm sorry for the failure I've made of myself.

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I am a 19 year old compulsive doodler who has finally decided to post her very very modest cartoons. I will also try to produce them more aggressively.
I am also very new to DeviantArt. It will take time for me to interact more comfortably within the community, but I am interested in becoming a part of it.

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    :iconmrwolfeconcoctions:
    Thank you much for the favorite!
    :iconinvaderphantomstar1:
    hi there... just making sure yew havn`t fallen off the face of the earth

    you havn`t posted enything noo latly

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    you say insain like it`s a bad thing or somthing :?

    i am a half mask wearing, irken race, wariorr cat and if you have an issue with it, take it up with the voice in my head
    :iconhakoirimusum3:
    Thank-you for your consideration.
    I have some explaining to do.
    I will address this soon.
    :iconinvaderphantomstar1:
    thanks for the fave^^

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    you say insain like it`s a bad thing or somthing :?

    i am a half mask wearing, irken race, wariorr cat and if you have an issue with it, take it up with the voice in my head
    :iconmrwolfeconcoctions:
    Thank you for the favorites!
    :iconeiah:
    Hey! Thanks for the visit! :wave:
    :iconmusicalotaku:
    Thanks for the fav!
    :iconeiah:
    Hey! Thanks for adding my work to your :+fav: 's :heart:
    :iconhakoirimusum3:
    I found it through the collection of someone else.
    I've seen emo cartoons that are sort of similar, but I think yours looks pretty unique and the picture itself is rather poignant.
    :iconeiah:
    Thank you so much for your kind comment! I do try to come up with original work, but it's really difficult at times to come up with new ideas! ^^

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